I have gotten used to it by now. The year is almost over, and I will have the time to cry it out. But now, I have to face it like a man. I must never show any sign of weakness.
They think I didn’t know that these guards outside are aware of everything. But I know they hear, and sometimes see everything. But my words are useless here, words are not a weapon. The only way I could fight them is with silence. They are bigger than me, and much stronger. I could never dream of standing against them physically. I have abolished resistance a long time ago, and now the year is almost over, and I will become a free man once again, as I walk out of the gates of this prison.
[Read the rest in book form soon]